I think that come my 18th birthday, I will probably start a new blog. I know I’ve only been at this for like…4 months, but I want to start a new blog. A new ‘leaf’ of life. And the new blog will be private, and only people I invite or add will be able to [...]
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18 Candles…
Posted in Uncategorized on April 19, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Interesting.
Posted in Uncategorized on April 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Wow. I cannot believe some people. My only reaction is a silent “Wow…”, a look of disbelief, shaking my head a bit, and adding one more reason to my list. And I thought I was the friendship ruiner. I guess these things that keep adding up over time makes it easier for me to do [...]
Go Away, Me.
Posted in Uncategorized on April 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been so tired I don’t know what to do. I can’t seem to wake up or do anything without feeling exhausted and just falling back into bed. The naturopath gave me a B12 injection today.
I hate everything right now. I hate myself. I hate art. I hate music. I hate books. I hate tv. [...]
Pro’s and Con’s of Blog
Posted in Uncategorized on April 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes I find myself, in those moments of procrastination, sitting down to my laptop and thinking, “Well then, I shall write in my blog.” Or, sometimes during those late night hours with no one else to talk to, I have to share some of my thoughts. With the very personable, loving, caring internet community—hey, what [...]
Doggies!!!
Posted in Random, Thoughts, Uncategorized on April 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
They’re shy! Hee hee.
Es came over today and we did art stuff for a very, very long time. I must be a slowpoke because I hardly finished anything that I am happy with! Unbelievable. And I feel like an old dog lady because I like my doggies so much… and they love me! I give [...]
“You don’t deserve to be lonely, but…
Posted in Uncategorized on March 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
those drugs you got
won’t make you feel better.
Pretty soon you’ll find it’s the only
little part of your life
you’re keeping together.”
So, is that what it feels like to be happy again? The last week I only had one ‘incident’—last night. Other than that, joy! I imagine that’s what many people feel all the time. It’s [...]
Thank you—no, really.
Posted in Family, Health, Little Things, depression, friends, music on February 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Today I went to an appointment that was next to pointless. Then I went and visited my grandma on a whim. I’m glad I did—she’s always really happy sounding when I call to say I’m going to drop by. She showed me a neat thing on her organ and how you can play Negro (is [...]
Blue, Here Is A Shell For You
Posted in Health, Thoughts, depression, music on January 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It was a joyous occasion to receive an unexpected package in the mail from S the other day. New year calendars and candy from S. Korea, but most importantly a letter. I forgot about it for a few days, but find the contents splayed out across my desk and am reminded of the days that [...]
One Year… Is An Awfully Long Time
Posted in Uncategorized on January 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Playing two concerts today made me think (as opposed to my normal lack of brain activity), and although I’ve reached a realization, I have not reached a conclusion. Yet. I only wonder if one is possible.
The first concert felt new and fresh, and as a result was exciting as it should be. By the time [...]
Such A Fool
Posted in Health, Little Things, friends on January 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Today started off in a good way but I was grumpy. Breakfast at Oasis with J. I always look forward to it, but this morning I felt horrible and as a result was quite grumpy. But I made it through an entire day of school and I’m feeling a lot better… Especially since running a [...]
