Another sleepy day… or “sleep drunk”, as the naturopath said. I’m basically exhausted all day. I shuffle out of bed in the morning because I didn’t even hear my alarm, eat breakfast, and I’m so &@^%ing tired that I fall back into bed for a nap and really can’t find a reason to get up. [...]
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Sleep Drunk
Posted in Health, Little Things, Thoughts, depression on April 17, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Brilliant
Posted in Health, Little Things, Thoughts on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Idea for prom hair:
M.I.A.’s ‘Paper Planes’ is completely endearing, I’ve listening to that song so many times. As I’m listening to it right now. At five in the freakin’ morning. Oh, I went to sleep around 1:30 am. And woke up with a jolt of energy just now. BRILLIANT. I owe it to myself, especially [...]
I Felt Very American Today.
Posted in Little Things, Random, Thoughts on April 12, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I have never been to the Daffodil Parade before today. In fact, I told my Dad I didn’t think I’d ever been to a parade my whole life—he reminded me of those parades in Disneyland. Well, I think those were a bit different.
We got there, set up chairs, and walked around to look at the [...]
This Is Going To Sound Pathetic, But…
Posted in Health, Thoughts on April 12, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Alright peeps, this is going to sound pathetic, but about five minutes ago, I realized that I am not fat. I know—ridiculous, right? I’m not going to tell you how tall I am or how much I weigh, but lately (as in the past few months) I’ve been feeling rather short and pudgy. This is [...]
My Mind is Cloudy
Posted in Dizziness, Health, Little Things, School, Thoughts on April 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
(This comic is very hilarious to me…)
I cannot concentrate! I’m trying to read about U.S. foreign trade policy under FDR and tariffs. I’m sorry lovely AP U.S. History, but I honestly could care less. My mind cannot stay on anything for long recently. It darts from one thought to another, all day long! And I’m [...]
I Remember When… (The Happier Series)
Posted in Thoughts, friends on April 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
…you squeezed my shoulder. It left an indent for days.
…you called me just to tell me you loved my music.
…you told me I was “wicked smart” and not to deny it.
…I figured out you were the first person I felt comfortable crying on the phone to!
…you gave me that CD. Hmm…
…you laid on [...]
I Remember When… (The Unfortunate Series)
Posted in Thoughts, friends on April 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
…you told me to go to a dance with you, but never mentioned it to me again once you found better people to go with. I actually thought it would be fun to have gone.
…you told me to get over it.
…you went through Hell and can’t seem to remember how much it sucked. You can’t [...]
Bad Habits & Loneliness
Posted in Health, Little Things, Thoughts, depression on April 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s incredible how bored I get doing certain things (like schoolwork), and how much out of my way I go to search for distractions. Play piano. Take a nap. Pet the dog. Write a poem. Write this blog. Right now, I am brewing green tea and baking gluten-free peanut butter cookies.
The problem with all the [...]
Letters
Posted in Thoughts on April 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I caught myself writing this to a friend:
“…And it is probably my fault. At this point, I honestly cannot even FATHOM someone liking me, I have grown so used to it. If anyone ever does, I won’t know what to do and will probably think they’re just making fun of me…”
This friend is always having [...]
A Stone, A Blossom, & A Speck of Sunlight
Posted in Thoughts on April 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am married to my ideas—to a thought, to an ideal, to a dream. So many times, my standards are beyond what any human could hope to accomplish. And yet, in the midst of all the unrealistic idealism and despise of humanity, there is hope. A small stone, a withering blossom, a speck of sunlight—it’s [...]
