Ick. I don’t know what to do about that 4-week thing. Like last week when I made to those glorious days of school, I thought, “Yes! Like, I can totally do this! Just scrape myself together every morning and try, try, try!” Of course, those were rather good days. I look upon the last five [...]
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4-Week Thing?
Posted in Health, Little Things, Random, School, Starting Over, Thoughts, depression on March 11, 2008 | 1 Comment »
How To Fight Loneliness
Posted in Health, Little Things, People, Random, Thoughts, depression, friends, music on March 9, 2008 | 1 Comment »
This unsettling feeling of being extremely happy and quite, quite depressed is really costly. I think I pinpointed this feeling to loneliness and it’s odd, because I would love to have someone with me here right now, but at the same time, I just want to be alone. I’m a bit distant recently and there [...]
Be… Our… Guest!
Posted in Health, Little Things, People, Random, School, Theatre, Thoughts, friends on March 7, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It’s 2 am and I’m going to wish on a star for sleep. Too bad I don’t see any stars. Oh well, I suppose I don’t need any wishes. Today (or I suppose, yesterday) was the best day I’ve experienced in a long time. Seeing Beauty and the Beast was of course a highlight (friends [...]
Just Great.
Posted in Dizziness, Health, Lists, Little Things, People, Random, School, Thoughts, depression, friends on March 5, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Today seemed to solidify my suckiness—and all after making it through an entire day of school. My friends are fine—my friends are great. My teachers freak me out, the way some of them look at me. Some of them ask me how things are going, and I appreciate this immensely—it makes me feel like I’m [...]
5 things.
Posted in Lists, Random on March 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
5 things found in your bag: 1. Wallet 2. Pens 3. Sunglasses 4. Keys 5. Water bottle 5 favourite things in your room: 1. macbook 2. cd player 3. guitar 4. sink 5. artwork 5 things you have always wanted to do: 1. write a nove l2. live in kauai 3. backpack Europe 4. ride an elephant through a Burmese jungle [...]
mix tape. puzzle. spit.
Posted in Little Things, Random, music on February 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I don’t know about you, but I think some late-night spooky mixtape listenin’ is quite a healthy thing for an ill mind that’s spent the last few hours figuring out how its going to cling to a little piece ‘o sanity. It reminds me of way back when in jr. high—when I actually listened to [...]
And All Of A Sudden…
Posted in Random on February 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Weird. All of a sudden I just got really, really happy. So I thought I’d better document these moments for posterity. I started listening to ‘The Sweet Hurt’. It feels good. Something is making me feel really, really good for some reason. Maybe it’s ’cause my head feels all floaty from having a sinus infection? [...]
Simon and Garfunkel, and Jelly Beans.
Posted in Little Things, Random, music on January 31, 2008 | 3 Comments »
“So I smoke a pint of tea a day!” Man, I love Simon and Garfunkel! I just received the 5-CD pack in the mail I ordered today, and can’t wait to delve into a S&G binge. You know, their lyrics are top-notch. I can read them as poetry, which is fairly uncommon for lyrics. AHHH [...]
Restless Brain Syndrome
Posted in Random, Thoughts on January 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
You know the jittery feeling you can get when you’re completely energized and pumped up and ready to go conquer the world? Run a marathon? Etc.? Have you ever had that feeling in your brain? I’m having it right now. I can’t sit down and read a book, because my eyes cannot physically read the words [...]
Time Take Us Forward
Posted in Little Things, Random, depression on January 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Gustav Klimt is quickly becoming one of my favorite artists. I don’t know why I had to share that. I guess I meant to say something else. I know you’ve gotten one of those phone calls before. Or even a visit, or like, “We need to hang out, I need to talk to you.” So [...]
