Posted in Culture, Food, People, Thoughts, Ultimatum, depression on April 5, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I think all you can really hope for in this life is adequate food and shelter, and the mercy of a loving God. A family to care for you is a bonus. Someone to love you is almost an unspeakable hope.
I look at the way so many of us live, myself included, and cringe. I [...]
Posted in Health, Little Things, People, Random, Thoughts, depression, friends, music on March 9, 2008 | 1 Comment »
This unsettling feeling of being extremely happy and quite, quite depressed is really costly. I think I pinpointed this feeling to loneliness and it’s odd, because I would love to have someone with me here right now, but at the same time, I just want to be alone. I’m a bit distant recently and there [...]
Posted in Health, Little Things, People, Random, School, Theatre, Thoughts, friends on March 7, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It’s 2 am and I’m going to wish on a star for sleep. Too bad I don’t see any stars. Oh well, I suppose I don’t need any wishes. Today (or I suppose, yesterday) was the best day I’ve experienced in a long time. Seeing Beauty and the Beast was of course a highlight (friends [...]
Posted in Dizziness, Health, Lists, Little Things, People, Random, School, Thoughts, depression, friends on March 5, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Today seemed to solidify my suckiness—and all after making it through an entire day of school. My friends are fine—my friends are great. My teachers freak me out, the way some of them look at me. Some of them ask me how things are going, and I appreciate this immensely—it makes me feel like I’m [...]
Posted in Little Things, People, Thoughts, depression, friends on March 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I felt surprisingly great today!—considering it was symphony and CPA’s. But they weren’t as bad as I had anticipated—they never are, but oh well, I worry anyway. I was pretty happy and fairly energetic all day, I even exercised (is it cooler to say ‘I worked out’? lol…it makes me sound like I have muscles…which [...]
