…you squeezed my shoulder. It left an indent for days.
…you called me just to tell me you loved my music.
…you told me I was “wicked smart” and not to deny it.
…I figured out you were the first person I felt comfortable crying on the phone to!
…you gave me that CD. Hmm…
…you laid on [...]
Archive for the ‘friends’ Category
I Remember When… (The Happier Series)
Posted in Thoughts, friends on April 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I Remember When… (The Unfortunate Series)
Posted in Thoughts, friends on April 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
…you told me to go to a dance with you, but never mentioned it to me again once you found better people to go with. I actually thought it would be fun to have gone.
…you told me to get over it.
…you went through Hell and can’t seem to remember how much it sucked. You can’t [...]
Wink, wink.
Posted in Dizziness, Film, Health, Thoughts, friends on March 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The first chunk of my day was spent in bed reading all about American history—this was a HUGE portion of my day, people. Finally, after hours and hours, I get out of bed for what? More schoolwork. But you know what happens the second I get out of bed and eat a salad and get [...]
Hope is a wonderful thing!
Posted in Dizziness, Health, Lists, Little Things, Poetry, School, Starting Over, Thoughts, friends on March 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Oh my, Oh my. It’s really, really bad today. The dizziness is, I mean. Today has been a very unproductive day because of it, too. My tutor came, bringing me a decent amount of work from most of my teachers, and I am sure to be very busy until the next time he comes. I [...]
How To Fight Loneliness
Posted in Health, Little Things, People, Random, Thoughts, depression, friends, music on March 9, 2008 | 1 Comment »
This unsettling feeling of being extremely happy and quite, quite depressed is really costly. I think I pinpointed this feeling to loneliness and it’s odd, because I would love to have someone with me here right now, but at the same time, I just want to be alone. I’m a bit distant recently and there [...]
Be… Our… Guest!
Posted in Health, Little Things, People, Random, School, Theatre, Thoughts, friends on March 7, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It’s 2 am and I’m going to wish on a star for sleep. Too bad I don’t see any stars. Oh well, I suppose I don’t need any wishes. Today (or I suppose, yesterday) was the best day I’ve experienced in a long time. Seeing Beauty and the Beast was of course a highlight (friends [...]
Just Great.
Posted in Dizziness, Health, Lists, Little Things, People, Random, School, Thoughts, depression, friends on March 5, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Today seemed to solidify my suckiness—and all after making it through an entire day of school. My friends are fine—my friends are great. My teachers freak me out, the way some of them look at me. Some of them ask me how things are going, and I appreciate this immensely—it makes me feel like I’m [...]
Prom…ise?
Posted in Little Things, People, Thoughts, depression, friends on March 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I felt surprisingly great today!—considering it was symphony and CPA’s. But they weren’t as bad as I had anticipated—they never are, but oh well, I worry anyway. I was pretty happy and fairly energetic all day, I even exercised (is it cooler to say ‘I worked out’? lol…it makes me sound like I have muscles…which [...]
“We’re so sorry, Uncle Albert…”
Posted in Health, Little Things, Thoughts, friends on March 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I really obsess over things. A lot. I don’t even know I’m doing it until later and I realize I’ve been having these obsessive thoughts. Like I think about the same thing over and over and over and over again. The best part of today was receiving a letter from C. She’s going to… which were they… [...]
Thank you—no, really.
Posted in Family, Health, Little Things, depression, friends, music on February 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Today I went to an appointment that was next to pointless. Then I went and visited my grandma on a whim. I’m glad I did—she’s always really happy sounding when I call to say I’m going to drop by. She showed me a neat thing on her organ and how you can play Negro (is [...]
